Saturday, February 7, 2009

Half

Freshman year reached its halfway point, and that frightens me deeply because I don't want it to ever end.

Friday, February 6, 2009

Come on Ta

So I'm in southold now. the shift key on this computer does not seem to want to be working so i'm just going to not capitalize stuff.

last night i had to get on the airport shuttle at 4:30 am so i just stayed up cause i'm up at 4:30 a lot anyway, and be and bej stayed up with me.

this really funny interaction went down between be and bej and ta, but i don't think i can even describe it because it was so odd. it involved a mattress, a hallway, a trash can, and a wooden spoon.

and then be and bej and i were in pi's room for a while even though pi was never there, we were just inhabiting it, and they bej played the guitar and be sang a song to me about how we would always be friends and how sad they were that i was leaving, and i realized as this was all going down how great they are and how great that is....it was all very beautiful.

and we watched some more avatar.

and then i flew to southold. and that's where i am right now.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

15 THINGS ABOUT ME!

1. My ultimate burrito is rice, pinto beans, cheese, and guacamole without onion bits. When I try to branch out and try other things in my burritos I end up pining for my old fave.

2. Every time I hear your mom jokes I think about the time Zayde said "yo momma's so fat she was born with a silver shovel in her mouth." I also think of that every time I think of Zayde.

3. Rape jokes make me uncomfortable.

4. Recently as I've been falling asleep I've been sometimes experiencing this weird in between state where I'm still awake but my body feels like it has disappeared and I hallucinate people in the room with me, but not frightening demons like Y does but like my friends from the dorm, and then I think they're actually in my room as I'm trying to go to sleep, so thank goodness it isn't demons cause that would be unpleasant.

5. I've been waking myself up by making weird little moan/squeak noises recently. Good thing I don't have a roommate or else I'd be embarrassed.

6. I don't even KNOW what I would do if I had a roommate. I don't even KNOW. HOW DOES ONE DO IT?

7. I'm really, REALLY bad at believing that people could/would/ever have romantical feelings for me. Like REALLY bad at it. You don't even know.

8. I sing all the time when nobody can hear me.

9. I don't really like watching movies or TV except for a few certain shows.

10. I think coming to this college was 100% the right choice for me and I cannot imagine going anyplace else.

11. I don't understand how so many people our age around here think racism and sexism are a thing of the past and don't apply to life these days. WHAT.

12. I LOVE smart people. LOVE it. Oh my goodness.

13. I didn't really want to write this, instead I wanted to ask you guys to write 25 things about me, just cause I think it would be interesting to see what 25 facts you would put. But then I thought if I asked nobody would do it and then it would just be awkward.

14. I don't stay in one place for very long around here. I spend a lot of time wandering about seeing what everyone is up to.

15. Being away from home has made me like my last name so much more, cause around here nobody else has my last name and so it's like just a last name like everyone else's instead of that super common name that everyone has.

I'll write 10 more tomorrow. Now I really have to sleep.

KE AND I. THREW A PROM YESTERDAY. AND EVERYONE LOVED IT. THEY DRESSED UP. THEY ASKED DATES. THEY POSED IN FRONT OF OUR DUMB BACKGROUND. THEY SWING DANCED. IS THERE ANYTHING KE AND I CANNOT DO. NO. NO THERE IS NOT.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Monday, February 2, 2009

BORN?

There was sunlight shining in my window this morning. And when I looked outside, everything was lit up by sun.

I have not seen that in a LONG time. That whole "where the sun don't shine" thing - truth.

ANYWAY

130, night light

OH jeez today.

Oh jeez.

SO we went to Co Wo's superbowl party. We being Ke and I. Yeah. That happened. We actually had quite a nice time. And we ended up playing peer dong. In Co Wo's apartment. With Co Wo. WHAT.

And then we came back and watched more avatar.

And then Be asked me to prom. Want to know how he did it? Yeah you do. Here is how it all went down. He made huge letters that said PROM? with the dot of the question mark being a heart, and he went to the dorm across from ours into random peoples rooms on the top floor and put the letters in the window so that when I looked out the window from Sa's room I would see it.

AIN'T THAT SWEET.

And then Ke and I painted the backdrop for prom with Ta and Be and Ra's help.

And then everyone went to sleep and it was just me and Bej, and we found SO many measurement mysteries in our dorm you don't even KNOW. The elevator was always 69 inches across on every floor. And we could not let go of our ends of the tape measurer. And we found out SO MANY THINGS.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Finding out something I've known for quite a while

Tonight was a really good night. It was an average sort of day but then the night got really good. It was so good it makes me cry a little of how good my life is, and that hasn't happened in a while.

So I guess this blog post is technically about today only since it is about everything that happened after 12 or so. Usually the blogs are about both today and yesterday.

Our time really IS the dark time, a couple of deals before dawn. IT'S JUST SO TRUE. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO.

Okay so it started with Be and I in the hall outside of Ke's room, and Be says are you going to go to sleep? And I say no. And then we walk upstairs and find Se, and Se says have you seen a half naked girl running around? I lost her. And we say no we have not, we would have remembered if we had, and then Be goes into the suite and finds a half naked girl in the bathroom and says SE I FOUND YOUR HALF NAKED GIRL! And then I was witness to a 403 music and dance session of Bej playing guitar and Be drumming and Se singing (like GETTIN it singing) and Jo dancing. I CANNOT EXPRESS TO YOU. HOW MANY THINGS. THAT SITUATION IS.

That was the first time I cried a little of how good my life was.

And THEN Bej and Be and I went into Se's room to hang out. Because my life is inappropriate. And first I lost my ability to speak and then Be lost his ability to speak but he had his phone to text with.

Mel calls texts tecs.

And Bej was playing guitar. And then Bej and I went into the common room and Bej was still playing guitar. And then we heard a girl coughing and it was a damsel in distress so we went to see who it was and what was happening but all we found was Pi. And then Ne walked over with chocolate rice krispies and milk that expires when I'm 19 and a bowl, and then Kr and Pi are having a water fight in the hall and are so boistrous that Be comes out in his robe and then I'm laughing so much at the water fight that I'm on the floor laughing and then Bej still has his guitar and starts playing a song that is about how we live in freshman dorms and this is what is happening.

My life is geniuz.

My mouth tastes like kissing. Not that I have been kissing anyone. It just tastes like it.