Everything I was freaking out about before break seems to be actually going really well now.

I feel more like myself now than I have in a while.

Things are actually pretty alright, and everything will drastically change again in six months, but I don't feel anymore like I can't wait for these next months to be over.

I'm just going to enjoy what's going on now, because it seems it's an especially unique time in my life and it won't happen again or last for much longer, really.

It's so weird being human.